He’s coming over Monday, Aug 27 2012 

So, my boyfriend rang.

He’s locked out of his dad’s so he’s coming over to mine now as he was coming tomorrow anyway.

I told him how angry I was about what my ‘friend’ said.

He said he thought that she just wanted to spend time with everyone so wanted him to get off the phone.

Well, making someone cry to achieve that is just disgusting. I also don’t think she meant what she said as innocently as she said. I think she was being a bitch. 

So, he’s coming over.

I’m in a bit of a foul mood, but hopefully we will have a good night.

She disgusts me.

Well, haha, who’s he coming home to? Guess what, he’s staying here.

Also, your comments about him not being able to see me as much as he did last year at university was evil, and yes, yes he will see me as much.

Fuck you.

It’s our relationship. Input not needed. Goodbye

Sorry for the rant guys! I feel better though!

Grace x

You said it’d be forever and that was your vow Sunday, Aug 26 2012 

Feeling a bit rubbish this evening. I mean, this whole thing with my friend and boyfriend has really got to me. I really don’t understand why she got involved. I mean, why is it any of your business?

I also feel like I’ve kind of lost my best friend to my boyfriend. I mean, he was always a mutual friend but it just seems that she prefers him to me so much. I mean, isn’t she meant to be my friend? She’s being a bitch. She likes him, I think.

She’s going to the same university as him next year (she had a gap year so is starting a year after we did). I’m only a few minutes away from him, but she’s going to be there everyday. She’s going to make sure she’s with him everyday.

I think no matter how strong we are or become she is going to come between us.

I hate her for allowing me to think that.

Everything feels so fucked

Grace x

What do I do? Sunday, Aug 26 2012 

The thing is, I want to confront my boyfriend about his allowing Judas (yes, that is meant to reflect my feelings towards this chick) to speak to me in that way. However I don’t really want to cause a stir tomorrow. Now, I don’t know if I’m just trying to keep things happy and have a good day and I’m too scared to get into a fight or I’m trying to be reasonable. I just can’t believe that he let that happen, I am so tempted to call him now but I guess I won’t get anything good out of him, I am also terrified that he will still be there! I mean, if he’s still there that means that she fucking lied to me about leaving soon, and to be honest, basically lied to him too! I don’t really know what to do, I’m frustrated and can’t really see a good night sleep being ahead of me. I want to ring him but I mean, shouldn’t he have rang me to apologise?

What do I do?

I just want, so bad, for him to apologise, for her to apologise.

I want to feel in the right for once.

I hate that he always comes out as the sane and calm one.

Grace x

OH MY GOD! Sunday, Aug 26 2012 

WOW I am so fucking angry, I have fucking tears in my eyes! What the fuck!

So, I ring my boyfriend to check if he’s going to be home tomorrow and he tells me he’s rung me three times wondering if I want to come to a shisha bar. Now, I’m like oh, how long are you going to be there etc.and this girl, who I thought was my friend, lets call her Judas, says

“Oh, there’s no point her coming as we’ll be leaving soon”

Now, this is fine by me, except somehow, she managed to pick up my boyfriend from his house and drive him there but cannot pick me up to drive me there, the person who is supposed to be her friend.

So, I have a little huff on the phone to my boyfriend, as said before I shall be calling him Jeff, and he doesn’t seem to understand what the problem is. Basically, I am confused since he said he was really busy with family things today and is now all of a sudden with her. He also has practically no money except for the money I have lent him but can go to these expensive shisha places.

Now, at this point I am already rather pissed and I KNOW they will not be leaving soon and I KNOW that they will be there for a long time but whatever I can deal with that. On the phone I am actually rather mature and civil and am only confused by how fifteen minutes have made such a difference!

Then (you actually won’t believe this), Judas decides to take the phone off Jeff and start questioning me as to 

“Why are you having a hissy fit at Jeff?”

EXCUSE ME? DID YOU HEAR THE CONVERSATION? IS JEFF SOME KIND OF TINY ANIMAL WHO CANNOT DEFEND HIMSELF? IN FACT, WHO THE HELL ARE YOU TO GET ON THE PHONE AND START TELLING ME NOT TO HAVE A HISSY FIT AT MY BOYFRIEND ( a hissy fit which I was not even having)? 

Right, so she asks me once and I (calmly) say:

“I am not having a hissy fit at Jeff”

“Well, yeah, you are” she says

“Well no I’m not”

“Yeah, you are”

“Well, did you even hear the conversation? How would you know?”

“Whatever, I’ll pass you back over to Jeff”

I am fuming at this point in time, I mean, what he just stood there and let her speak to me like that, who the hell is she to interfere? Are you trying to pretend to be the ‘cool’ one or something? Trying to make me out to be the phyco girlfriend? 

This just reminds me of a post I read a few days ago:

 http://emnegron.wordpress.com/2012/08/18/do-the-math/

It was entitled 1+1 doesn’t equal 3.

So true, it doesn’t! I don’t even know how to react to this, she didn’t even hear the bloody conversation, and I was NOT having a ‘hissy fit’ (which I think is quite a disgusting way of saying I was angry even if I acted like I was). Yes, I was a bit confused and annoyed at the fact that he had said he’d be with family and was now out and with someone who basically uninvited me. These issues are between us however, they are not for someone to take his phone and start questioning me. Bitch.

Grace x