I’m BACK! Wednesday, Sep 5 2012 

Wahey, I am back in a bed which isn’t basically one of those yoga mats! How brilliant! Well, to be honest I didn’t even get one of the yoga mats, between me and my boyfriend we only had one and apparently I ‘sleep on him’ so I didn’t need it…I sleep NEXT to him. There is a big difference!

So, the travel there was pretty easy, considering we had so much crap to carry (mostly alcohol). When we arrived the first thing we saw was a sign saying ‘No alcohol’. This threw us for a minute but the guy who we signed in with was really cool and was all up for us having fires and drinking so it was just fine. Also, they had a little shop on site which SOLD alcohol, so yeah, not really sure what that sign was about.

We got there and set up the tents and began having a few drinks, there were 7 of us at this point: Me, Judas, boyfriend and four other guys. The guys began trying to be all manly and make a fire, this did not exactly go to plan as they couldn’t really START a fire. They all also got a bit funny about me getting involved in trying to sort it out since I was doing it wrong…now I was pretty sure I knew what I was doing as my dad has fires quite frequently in the garden (not in a freaky kind of way he just likes to have bonfire night way more than once a year) so I am aware of what you’re supposed to do. I think I proved my point rather well when I told them I would make my own fire a meter of so from theirs and mine went up pretty quickly (well, this was aided by the fact that some random guys camping a bit away from us gave me a box of fire-starters- but still, I did do pretty well).

Anyway, the first night was brilliant, drinking, smoking, a bonfire and some nice food. It was very chilled out but I did find myself rather aware of the fact that Judas was there, it somehow irritated me, the funny thing is, I was irritated when she was rude and when she was nice. The rude part is obvious, but you know when a person who you aren’t fond of is nice to you…it’s bloody frustrating!

Me and my boyfriend went to bed last and pretty much conked out, I was informed the next day that we were running around the field in the early morning trying to rugby tackle each other.

However, this fun was not to last, when I woke up I felt TERRIBLE, and I mean proper rough. The thing is, I rarely get hangovers and I rarely believe that illnesses can’t be solved with a drink (I’m not joking, if you have a cold or something not alcohol related and you get drunk, DAMN you feel so much better). Anyway, I ended up throwing up or napping most of the day and pretty much only consumed an apple all day. Now, my boyfriend was rather amazing and would walk with me when I needed to throw up, pat my back and even took me to Tesco when I had a craving for apples at 10pm. Judas was a bit odd when he would get in my tent and cuddle me- she kept pestering him to come out and if I jokingly looked up at him and said

‘No, cudddleeezzzzzz’

She would respond with ‘He’s been doing that all day.’ I was not much impressed.

Anyway, that night was pretty good too as I started to feel a lot better after the apples and could pretty much sit with everyone. People weren’t really drinking either so I wasn’t left out or anything and the fire was bloody amazing that night and we burned so many random things on it! I also managed to nick lots of tea from the office which was left unlocked and, as a self confessed tea addict, I was VERY satisfied!

Me and my boyfriend ended up staying up the latest once again and this time we did not just conk out. The tent was rather small for actual sex but a blow job and some finger action was a-okay with the both of us, especially since we were bloody knackered!

The next day (today) I felt hugely better! Juads annoyed me by calling me needy (I like cuddles, and what!?) and saying I made my boyfriend cuddle me (yes, my telepathic powers forced him into my tent against his will…I mean, it’s not like he would want to cuddle his extreamly ill girlfriend!).

We got the train home pretty early and I am currently with my boyfriend; well, I’m smoking and typing secretly while he’s in the bath. Can’t he have a long girly one…I’ve missed blogging so much and I want to reply to all the wonderful responses and comments I’ve got while I’ve been away!

On the note of camping (I’ve been to festivals before but never just camping) I have learnt some things about camping:

A) Spiders, everywhere! Now, I am absolutely terrified of them and they were bloody everywhere! I mean they’re in the tent, in the toilets, on the grass, on my sleeping bag! On the second night I literally ended up running out of the tent in my underwear as I saw two in the tent!

B) Tents let sunlight in very easily. I have blackout curtains at home. The light very easily wakes me up

C) People are bloody loud! Now, I’m loud and I usually love loudness but come on, I cannot wake up at 9am!

D) I do not look sexy in a sleeping bag

My boyfriend just came out of the bath straight into the garden!!!

I think he may get suspicious of what this ‘wordpress’ tab is that is always on my laptop is!

I’m in the bathroom now, he’s sorting out the wii. I think my posts shall be rather short!

Also, as stupid as this sounds but does anyone know where the draft button is, at this point in time I always seem to be faced with the dilemma of posting shit or deleting it all together!

In terms of my tradition on the posting of questions for you guys…I shall think of a good one and it will be right up I promise!

Grace x

Today’s the day! Monday, Sep 3 2012 

The camping trip is about to begin! I am in the bath with my laptop and I guess this is going to be goodbye for a while, gosh I’m going to miss blogging!

Judas is coming I think, she is also being rather stuck up and not having the food/alcohol we bought for everyone and having her own stuff, tent and all. Come on, it’s a group thing for only two nights, RELAX!

She has also decided that we need to leave later as she’s not ready. Ridiculous!

Now, I have been suspicious of her for a while now and this whole camping business will, I hope, let me get to the bottom of what’s going on. The thing is I know I may sound slightly crazy and off my rocker but she was previously a good friend of mine but has been acting very cold or mean to me ever since Christmas and now it’s just getting out of hand and out of control!

I hope my phone works up there…especially if I need to rant about her.

I do hope this trip goes well, otherwise it’s going to be a very expensive rubbish few days! I am optimistic! Plus, the camp site is near where my friend from university lives so she’s going to come meet me at some point in the three days which will be AWESOME- I miss her. I miss university.

At least I get to cuddle up with my boyfriend every night we’re there, which I do anyway I guess but a new setting is always nice. Last time we were in a tent we weren’t together and were sharing with another guy and a girl who afterwards became his girlfriend for a few months. Yes, she was my friend. Yes, I may be judged for that. I think that story may just be one of the posts I do when I return from this trip.

Tent-sex? Good? Bad? I shall report back (well, I hope I’ll be able to report back: otherwise this would be a very unsuccessful trip).

Question 3: (Okay, this is slightly related to the post I guess, mentioning it I thought it would make quite a good question) Would you ever go out with your best friend’s ex?

Answer 3: Well, I did. So apparently I would. The thing is, things with us were brooding for a very long time and we did really like each other. They weren’t together for any long amount of time so I didn’t think it would be too bad, I also thought that at the end of the day I liked him and would want to give things a go. I did speak to her about it first once I knew things were going to happen with us. It was hard and it has been hard since but I felt like I just had to. It’s also been nearly two years so I guess I didn’t do it for nothing, more on this story when I’m back.

Grace x

The night before camping! Sunday, Sep 2 2012 

Hey guys, so, yesterday I went on the bar crawl I was all on about, it was pretty good except Judas got rather moody for some reason, I don’t really know or care to be honest.

Anyway, today we were going to go buy all the stuff we needed to go camping and Judas rings me up at about 11am- Now, after a night out that in itself is rather unreasonable. I pick up and she starts yelling at me like proper YELLING about where she should get her tent, what was going on and all these bloody questions!  Now, you would think that a university student with a car would be capable of getting a tent, especially since we all live so close to a town centre!

Now, I try to reply calmly that I am not even awake and in no way know what is going on. Then she gets really angry and starts screaming even more that I organised it and am not making the plan go to shit:

A) I did not organise the trip, my boyfriend did

B) She is so far up his arse she would never shout or even talk in any way which wasn’t pathetic to him

C) No one else got shouted at, out of the seven of us going I knew exactly what they all knew.

So, I get off the phone after she screams some more and start crying- yes, pathetic I know but I am absolutely rubbish with people shouting at me; I just cannot deal with that AT ALL- my boyfriend is a bit rubbish in the comforting department and tries to make up all these excuses for her: however, as updated in this blog this is now the THIRD time she has been out of order with me for no fault of my own, she can’t have a bloody excuse for each of those times.

A few minutes later she texts saying that

she’s not going camping. She sends this to my boyfriend, now, as crazy as I may sound saying this but I think it was just for attention. I honestly think she did it so she would be persuaded to go, this is further backed up by the fact that when she got no reply from him she suddenly texts saying ‘what’s the plan for today then?’ I THOUGHT YOU WEREN’T GOING, I WAS SO BLOODY HAPPY. The thing is, I have truly taken a  very negative view of her, I mean, I think she’s controlling, meddling and just plain mean!

She rang me and my boyfriend several times. We ignored all the calls.

She was in charge of getting tents for everyone with a mate who’s also going: she didn’t get shit and for some reason stalked us to the shop where we were getting food. She then dropped the mate off and left. I didn’t speak to her the whole time she was there. He said that apparently she was on the phone the whole day trying to find someone who would go in her place.

This made me so happy.

However, she then texted another friend telling him to bring lots of cigarettes.

Can she just stop doing things for attention and decide if she’s bloody going, it’s not hard.

She also refuses to give us money for the food and alcohol we bought for everyone.

I hope she doesn’t go to be honest. I think it would be an absolutely amazing trip if she didn’t, if she does I know I’ll just be so on edge and we’ll end up having a fight and that will just ruin it for us and the others.

I really think she has a hidden agenda. I just need to find it.

Anyway, fingers crossed she doesn’t go!

I’ll try to keep you guys posted during my camping stint!

In other news:

Question 2: If you had to be any animal but have the capacity of a human mind which animal would you be?

Answer 2: I think I would want to be something ferocious like a lioness as I would then have incredible strength plus the intelligence of a human. However, thinking about it, if I was an animal I’d probably want to change sex as well as species as then I would be the head of some amazing tribe as I would formulate tactics that were just incredible for animals to do! I wouldn’t want to be hunted by humans though?

Leave your responses guys!

I will reply to the last ones, I think I hear my boyfriend getting out of the bath though so I am rather rushed at the moment!


Grace x

Arguments, meddling friends and a fuck load of alcohol! Saturday, Sep 1 2012 

So, yesterday I was all moaning about going to the pub because I was so tired. Maybe I shouldn’t have gone. My boyfriend showed up completely wasted and off his head and we ended up arguing about the whole thing that happened with Satan earlier that day (see last post). However, as he was so bloody drunk he went from apologetic to just plain dickhead.

Naturally, Judas (https://overthinkingmind.wordpress.com/2012/08/26/oh-my-god/, basically gets involved in bloody everything to do with me and my boyfriend) got involved yet again. When I decided to walk home by myself she began shouting at me that I was ‘ruining everyone else’s night’! The thing is, how would me staying and arguing with my boyfriend not ruin everyone else’s night? How boring is she to say that if I leave her night will be shit? Don’t play the ‘you’re worried’ card- I live about five minutes away!

Anyway, I found my boyfriend and we talked and talked and he began to sober up and things were actually pretty okay. However, apparently our friends don’t understand when we need some alone time to talk about our problems and sort stuff out- just the two of us. Without them standing over our shoulder; without them intercepting into the argument and without them pretending to be councillors! I definitely think the argument got way more out of hand because people started to get involved!

In the morning I was woken up with sex so that was pretty awesome. It was really hot too, I mean, since the whole hand incident he hasn’t really made much effort. Today he just threw me down and decided to fuck me- seriously hot stuff. We found two new positions from rolling around too! A new fingering/ tossing off one as well!

After we talked and he apologised for being a drunk douche. He’s gone to football now before I see him this evening. I’m happy 🙂

By the way: I’m going camping on Monday! I have never been camping (well, unless festivals count), I’m rather excited. Judas will be there but who cares! I’ll try to sneakily post little tibits, do not know how I’m going to tear myself away from proper blogging from Monday to Wednesday!

Out again tonight, bar crawl!

Grace x