Arguments, meddling friends and a fuck load of alcohol! Saturday, Sep 1 2012 

So, yesterday I was all moaning about going to the pub because I was so tired. Maybe I shouldn’t have gone. My boyfriend showed up completely wasted and off his head and we ended up arguing about the whole thing that happened with Satan earlier that day (see last post). However, as he was so bloody drunk he went from apologetic to just plain dickhead.

Naturally, Judas (https://overthinkingmind.wordpress.com/2012/08/26/oh-my-god/, basically gets involved in bloody everything to do with me and my boyfriend) got involved yet again. When I decided to walk home by myself she began shouting at me that I was ‘ruining everyone else’s night’! The thing is, how would me staying and arguing with my boyfriend not ruin everyone else’s night? How boring is she to say that if I leave her night will be shit? Don’t play the ‘you’re worried’ card- I live about five minutes away!

Anyway, I found my boyfriend and we talked and talked and he began to sober up and things were actually pretty okay. However, apparently our friends don’t understand when we need some alone time to talk about our problems and sort stuff out- just the two of us. Without them standing over our shoulder; without them intercepting into the argument and without them pretending to be councillors! I definitely think the argument got way more out of hand because people started to get involved!

In the morning I was woken up with sex so that was pretty awesome. It was really hot too, I mean, since the whole hand incident he hasn’t really made much effort. Today he just threw me down and decided to fuck me- seriously hot stuff. We found two new positions from rolling around too! A new fingering/ tossing off one as well!

After we talked and he apologised for being a drunk douche. He’s gone to football now before I see him this evening. I’m happy 🙂

By the way: I’m going camping on Monday! I have never been camping (well, unless festivals count), I’m rather excited. Judas will be there but who cares! I’ll try to sneakily post little tibits, do not know how I’m going to tear myself away from proper blogging from Monday to Wednesday!

Out again tonight, bar crawl!

Grace x

He’s coming over Monday, Aug 27 2012 

So, my boyfriend rang.

He’s locked out of his dad’s so he’s coming over to mine now as he was coming tomorrow anyway.

I told him how angry I was about what my ‘friend’ said.

He said he thought that she just wanted to spend time with everyone so wanted him to get off the phone.

Well, making someone cry to achieve that is just disgusting. I also don’t think she meant what she said as innocently as she said. I think she was being a bitch. 

So, he’s coming over.

I’m in a bit of a foul mood, but hopefully we will have a good night.

She disgusts me.

Well, haha, who’s he coming home to? Guess what, he’s staying here.

Also, your comments about him not being able to see me as much as he did last year at university was evil, and yes, yes he will see me as much.

Fuck you.

It’s our relationship. Input not needed. Goodbye

Sorry for the rant guys! I feel better though!

Grace x

You said it’d be forever and that was your vow Sunday, Aug 26 2012 

Feeling a bit rubbish this evening. I mean, this whole thing with my friend and boyfriend has really got to me. I really don’t understand why she got involved. I mean, why is it any of your business?

I also feel like I’ve kind of lost my best friend to my boyfriend. I mean, he was always a mutual friend but it just seems that she prefers him to me so much. I mean, isn’t she meant to be my friend? She’s being a bitch. She likes him, I think.

She’s going to the same university as him next year (she had a gap year so is starting a year after we did). I’m only a few minutes away from him, but she’s going to be there everyday. She’s going to make sure she’s with him everyday.

I think no matter how strong we are or become she is going to come between us.

I hate her for allowing me to think that.

Everything feels so fucked

Grace x