Shopping, sales and sleep deprevation Sunday, Dec 23 2012 

I haven’t slept tonight, seems to be a rather clear corrolation between not being with my boyfriend and not sleeping which is absolutely crap to be honest.

However, I did make my first purchase for the holiday we’re going on in January, took me forever to find the complete set and now my UK size 6 self is going to end up wearing UK size 14 bottoms as I fell so in love with this bikini and couldn’t find bottoms of any smaller size anywhere!

However, I will do whatever it takes to sort this outfit out and for it to be okay…I mean, this, for only £11? Home delivery before New Years Eve?

Irresistible ❤


Grace x


I’m seeing Judas today Sunday, Sep 9 2012 

She’s at the pub and Jeff won’t be there. I’m guessing she’ll be a lot nicer but that will just irritate me more.

Also, today I learnt I have a shit memory, no self control with money and don’t like foreign people.

– Shit memory: I was meant to buy a bag, that’s what I really wanted, I forgot/

– Self control: I spent way too much money

– Foreign people (not in a racist get them out of the country way, mostly just all this Olympics business): It’s impossible to get a bloody seat, unless it’s from guys who then continue to stand right by it and hit on you. They stand on the wrong side of the escalators (yes, this is a pet peeve of mine), they don’t let people off the train before they get on meaning I’m jammed and having to brutally push people, while wearing heels, to manage to get off at my stop.

I miss Jeff, I want him in my bed NOW! Oh well, two more sleeps I guess

Grace x

A bottle of your cheapest wine and a strongbow please Sunday, Sep 9 2012 

…This was my first order yesterday, by the way, I am an absolute lightweight so this was an order to start of an interesting night.

Jeff left early as he was going to a shisha bar with some friends instead- Judas went with him and the guys. Obviously, Strangely, I seem to be caring slightly less about her behaviour as of late, I’m just starting to think that her little remarks about how he’s good looking and a great guy are getting pathetic and I don’t really have competition with someone he’d have to find in his arse to kiss.

Before Jeff left we went outside for a smoke together and had a nice chat. When we got up to go in he walked over to me and started kissing me, this is rather unusual behaviour for him. He said he’d missed me and I looked beautiful. It has been a bit rubbish not spending a lot of time with him as he’s working at his nan’s house and it’s his dad’s birthday today. Nevermind, I’m hoping our togetherness will be back to normal by Tuesday.

Anyone remember Megan? Actually, I didn’t even remember the name I used so had to go through earlier blogs so I should probably re-cap: Argument over Jeff last year, she goes to work abroad, she is now back. We kind of made up during Christmas so it’s not really bad but I am wary of her being around the group too much due to any friction it may once again cause. Luckily, she seems to have ruffled more than just my feathers before she left so that’s not really a major issue.

Over all, it was a pretty good night without drama and it was nice to see her, after all, I had been best friends with her before and she is an absolute nutter!

Today I’m going shopping and am beyond excited, I haven’t got new stuff in absolutely ages and have decided to treat myself a bit. I am also really happy as I am going with a friend from university as she lives only just outside of London and was bored. Spontaneous or what! I can’t wait to hear about her summer and tell her about mine.

I love clothes!

Grace x

The night before camping! Sunday, Sep 2 2012 

Hey guys, so, yesterday I went on the bar crawl I was all on about, it was pretty good except Judas got rather moody for some reason, I don’t really know or care to be honest.

Anyway, today we were going to go buy all the stuff we needed to go camping and Judas rings me up at about 11am- Now, after a night out that in itself is rather unreasonable. I pick up and she starts yelling at me like proper YELLING about where she should get her tent, what was going on and all these bloody questions!  Now, you would think that a university student with a car would be capable of getting a tent, especially since we all live so close to a town centre!

Now, I try to reply calmly that I am not even awake and in no way know what is going on. Then she gets really angry and starts screaming even more that I organised it and am not making the plan go to shit:

A) I did not organise the trip, my boyfriend did

B) She is so far up his arse she would never shout or even talk in any way which wasn’t pathetic to him

C) No one else got shouted at, out of the seven of us going I knew exactly what they all knew.

So, I get off the phone after she screams some more and start crying- yes, pathetic I know but I am absolutely rubbish with people shouting at me; I just cannot deal with that AT ALL- my boyfriend is a bit rubbish in the comforting department and tries to make up all these excuses for her: however, as updated in this blog this is now the THIRD time she has been out of order with me for no fault of my own, she can’t have a bloody excuse for each of those times.

A few minutes later she texts saying that

she’s not going camping. She sends this to my boyfriend, now, as crazy as I may sound saying this but I think it was just for attention. I honestly think she did it so she would be persuaded to go, this is further backed up by the fact that when she got no reply from him she suddenly texts saying ‘what’s the plan for today then?’ I THOUGHT YOU WEREN’T GOING, I WAS SO BLOODY HAPPY. The thing is, I have truly taken a  very negative view of her, I mean, I think she’s controlling, meddling and just plain mean!

She rang me and my boyfriend several times. We ignored all the calls.

She was in charge of getting tents for everyone with a mate who’s also going: she didn’t get shit and for some reason stalked us to the shop where we were getting food. She then dropped the mate off and left. I didn’t speak to her the whole time she was there. He said that apparently she was on the phone the whole day trying to find someone who would go in her place.

This made me so happy.

However, she then texted another friend telling him to bring lots of cigarettes.

Can she just stop doing things for attention and decide if she’s bloody going, it’s not hard.

She also refuses to give us money for the food and alcohol we bought for everyone.

I hope she doesn’t go to be honest. I think it would be an absolutely amazing trip if she didn’t, if she does I know I’ll just be so on edge and we’ll end up having a fight and that will just ruin it for us and the others.

I really think she has a hidden agenda. I just need to find it.

Anyway, fingers crossed she doesn’t go!

I’ll try to keep you guys posted during my camping stint!

In other news:

Question 2: If you had to be any animal but have the capacity of a human mind which animal would you be?

Answer 2: I think I would want to be something ferocious like a lioness as I would then have incredible strength plus the intelligence of a human. However, thinking about it, if I was an animal I’d probably want to change sex as well as species as then I would be the head of some amazing tribe as I would formulate tactics that were just incredible for animals to do! I wouldn’t want to be hunted by humans though?

Leave your responses guys!

I will reply to the last ones, I think I hear my boyfriend getting out of the bath though so I am rather rushed at the moment!


Grace x